It is wonderful. I am just ONE person. And I am all my own!
This is such a wonderful feeling. The last two years and especially last few months have been so hard. Two little kids, a stressed out, burnt out husband, never enough sleep, never enough money, worrying all the time, being there for others 24/7, no space to grieve for my mum at all, it was plainly awful.
I am so proud of myself that I have made it through those times, almost healthy, almost sanely, and witohut any serious damage to my marriage and kids. I really feel I have walked through fire and did not get burned. I have stood naked in the freezing Winds on the Plains of Despair and haven't died. I have bathed in Dragon' s Blood and I am now stronger. I am so grateful to my Tribe in Avalon and my SiStars here for the help I have recieved. I am grateful for my constant companion, my Beloved, who walks beside me. And I am grateful to my Mama for setting me on this path to making me such a strong woman.
After it all I feel my heart still beat strong and confident, my trust in the good and the beauty of the world is still alive and passionate. I am a Mama, I am powerful. I am the Creatrix and Weaver of the life that serves and fulfills me, and thus, my family.